And I still cnnt believe I'm turning 16,soon !! What's life as a teenage girl ? Is there any chance I'm goin' to deal many things that I'm goin' to try ? Sooner or later,we'll figure it out,insyaAllah
So,today,I'm gonna write my journey throughout 2010 year .
In January,I faced my problems as a new students . At first,I'm dealing with a penolong tingkatan thing,which was accidentally on purpose . My friends said that I'm voting myself to that jawatan . And i was like =____________________= !!!!!! What the heck,I'm voting myself? But,whatever . And then,I'm dealing with the friends crisis . At first,I'm hardly making a new friend,sometimes,I regretted my decision to move in the school,because I have no friends . I felt alone,depresed with the situation . And let me tell you guys,at first day of school,I didn't go to school canteen,instead I'm starving,because I felt ashamed with the situation as a new student .
Then,after two,or 3 weeks after that,I found a new friends,well,not many friends,just one,two kids in my class . After that,I'm comfortable with my decisions,because,makin lama,I have a bunch of friends,without I realize that
In february,yup,I'm turning 15th on 19th february . It was sad actually that day . I blew out the party,and not soo many ppl turned up . But then,the next day,I've got this shoppin' treats from my parents . So,I'm feelin' better that time .
In may, I get in into this choir thingy-thing . At first,i was freakin excited about the whole thing,bcuz it's my frst pengalaman,and lucklily the teacher pointed me as pianist during that choir day .
But I guess,i'm not fortune enough .after a week after the choir practice,I found out,I'm not that talented in makin' music,I felt bad about it bcuz i cnnt gve the best to my teacher . And the sad part was,my mom said that I'm not a good player,so,I better knock it off . I felt devastated bout that . And again I'd cried all day long .
But at the end,I found out ,my talent is more into bidang seni suara . So,I end up being a lead singer .
Anyhow,ppl around me are still supporting me eventhough I give up my player,but they still gve these courage for me to just teruskan the whole thing . Thx guys :)
On June,and July- I felt my pressure is gettin' higher from day to-day . My tugas as a ketua kelas was kinda burden me at that moment . I felt tired because I have to do all the things I'm supposed to do . And again,whenever I back from school,I cried,and cried and cried bcuz I just think,I am not bear with all this masalah .
On august- I celebrated my eid raya in Kulim. It was actually freakin' bored right there bcuz there's nobody there . But then,during that raya day,finaaly I dpt jumpe my beloved abang sedara yg I think almost 4 years we all tk jmpe . fyi,during my childhood,we used to be close . I mean realllyyy close . He used to talk to me,all about him . From his childhood story until laa his couple2 things . And I'm glad ,we'd finally did met that day . * hei,abang mat,u are gettin' fatter laaaa !!! :P. boooooooo . dah tak ensem laaa !!! *
On september- I 've got this "pelajar harapan pengetua" things . It was sooo funny because it never crossed my mind at all about this things . Bt anyway,I still glad I got it for the very first time :)
On october- exam's season yawww ! First day exam,time2 ptg,makkk aiii ngantuk gileee . Bese arr,org bese tido petang ann . ^_____^
On november - freedom is still on mee !!! And,not to mention,our reunion. Ghee . We meet again .
On december - I've my result . Yay ! the best day of my life this year . Making my parents happy was the happiest things I saw this year :)
So,I'm just glad,bcuz this year,I have fulfill my target,my wishes and my prents dreams .
And last but not least,I've met this wonderful ppl during this year that make my day brighter from day to-day
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So,happy new year yawww !
*yaww is my new tagline ! *
